Warm Shadow....

...is where I am right now. Mentally indulging, catering to my body with green smoothies, good food and physical exercise. Self-sufficient on many a level. Living on cloud ninne pretty much the whole time excluding some minor glitches. But then again who doesn't experience those. After all they only add the flavor so that you do not oversweeten your life - which, in turn, may be more ruining if there was no biterness present. Green tea has its share here too. Me likey.

I have been growing firm in the belief that I' m much like the SATC girl [no bragging intended] who wishes not to marry or comply with the standard version of a contemporary women's life scenario.
I can still remember the old early dsys when I began to settle down in this city. It was so alien to me. The only consolidation being the train station at a proxy. Now I feel I grew a part of this formerly unknown context, being able to movre around skillfully. I have never been a rest on laurels type. Although I may havbe not pondered over the futurictic plans for a while - not in great detail at least - it's beneficial to be surrounded by people who are constantly on the go, conjuring their close and distant futures. [It] gives you stamina to concoct your own [plans]. Oh yes, definitely. The competitibe advantage I possess,it seems to me, is that I, myself am more capable of distancing myself than those I observe.

Last year at this time the getaway with B commenced to unveil itself. Brought me lots of shivers then. Still experience some night visions re this fling. You came a long way, pilgrim, strolled and mused over the surrounding gammla Stadt.

Another one, K, wonder what he's up to these days. Whud ya got goin on? High nose, eyes closed, holdin on.

Still, am running around by myself. No need for company other than myself and a couple of strangers really. Wayfarying stranger[s]. One can create great things only when being oneself.