Whereas we are both introverts and do not care for small talk, finding it on the whole a trivial and demeaning pursuit.

Studying diligently. Spending most of the available time with your nose in the bulky volumes. That brings you fun. You're glad conditional upon the immediate and wymierne effects this sort of action caused. Nevertheless, you're inevitably becoming closer n closer to a state called solitude. In your room there is it. A library from time to time perhaps. You're glad though. No need for others as there is no lack, no scarcity you might have possibly been feeling. On extrovertism: Introverts may see them as being shallow and pushy. Your head is filled up with your thoughts, what you're going to do next n what will have been the results of it. Brilliant, immensely eclat results. Then, there is no need for interpersonal interaction, for, you stand every thought every mere glimpse or hesitation is solved by yourself. Shall i take ths as the why for not needing to be with a body? Following, for an extrovertist realm may seem as egocentric and passive. You don't give a damn about it though. Self dependent as it has a gorgeously brigh positive conotatnion. No need for those meaningless, cunning, misleading, befuddling opinions of others. Pure introvertism. You're it. You're proud. proud of it. Extroverts being rudiculously foolish as it may appear taking a sly, sharp look from the introvert perspective-e. take words for face value. Gods, what can more treacherous be! All the lexical relations existing for nothing! May introvertism be viewed as sth bearing negative references. You ponder on the reasons why it may be so? From all the superior knowledge on language, we, the introverts, do realise that your words are meanigless whereas ours are bursting with it. We realised your extrovertically subjective meaning adjusted to fit your philosophy [were t not so, nobody would like to call him/her self with such an adjective. aw, n it'd make only an adjective, with no deeper or thourough sense to it.] has been created so as to defend from us, not stand for yourself. It's us, our closed, secure, non-needing nature that allows us to understand the errors of others. We let you to make them. You should be grateful, we don't point them out on every occasion. Either ways, we'd not waste a word on you, for, you're not being conversationally aptive for us. long could I elaborate on the hemispheric parallells, but I need enrich my intrinsic interior. So for now.

Up till now philosophy.

We could have been together a long time ago already. It's not the way we want it, for, we both realised we neither are in the adequate time nor places should have been changed. The easy peasy way is not predestined for us. I know it, you know it even better, for you possess a greater life-traineeship. I'm the whatever-she-wants girl whom you are going not to show you care about in such a mundane manner. We both enjoy it the way it is now. We shall make it an ongoing sojourn. We will draw extensively on every fling amazing each other with yet another brand new achievement laughing at the locally-minded rest. Careless, daring, open-minded, bold, brazen n we best know how it further goes... [Mind, I posted a pic with you on it I hackedimpudently from one of the soc-portal galleries?]

Use Somebody

Those are dangerous songs. Lyrics that after hearing of which the listener is bound to fall in an inexplicable feeling towards some overwhelmingly numb and ignorant person.

Ma Predestination.

It's not the cliched "special' [case] o'chosen ones. I theory, family realtions should be impeccably unstirred and supporting. In practice, ze realtions 'tween me n my koth n kin r startingly incoherent n incohesive floating to severe inconsistency at large. In the same vein, my wide lingo skills equip me on a journey to traverse round the globe. It goes without saying: my whole life was dedicated to independence.

It Sucks Being Here.

I feel like there's nothing I am good at doing.

Attractive To Me When You're An Inteligence Show Off.

"What's up with you being so melancholic and prone to reflections?"

"Am gon' write a thesis on reflexology."

"Why? Weren't your studies in philology?"

"I changed my orientation."

"Really? You're not tellin the truth, I presume."

"The answer would be the one of a liar."

Architecture o'Density.

If I want to make my life tougher, more difficult in order to put more sense to it [make it more meaningful], what the point of reproaches and criticism is, from people from all walks of life, when all they are struggling to perform is the same [as me] thing too. No objectivity due to the diversity of widely comprehended forms. Their whole systematics was invented , not cos the modern is better from the previous one but owing to the variety of personae , their characters etc. [to cut long story short]. More to the point, the invention of how remarkable literary periods is nothing short of extracting the fads, trends that came into fashion of the whimsical citizen who bold enough dared to reveal them to the society [the fad thirsty]and being charismatic enough to convince the rest of the hemisphere's citizens to [follow] it. Owing to diversity the human psyche carries, there were people who once saw the current moods were [world] weary of 'em, so that they come up with sth that suited their preferences more. there were some other entities who also found out the new trend suits them better too. Those can be divided into 3 groups: those who really were in need of a new either philosophical or what ever human connected field o'science, or those bold enough to think up with sth entirely new, or those brain washed, the proverbial grey mob that can't stand being left in the back as they fell a constant urge to be with the latest. Just a certain feature of their character. Thanks to them many trends have been established as they helped prevail them n come into popularity. The latter of which, however, they cannot take as all their credit . The more popular sth becomes, the more bored people of it are n that causes shifts into other, new currents. So, maybe it's not that bad, in the end? It's not cos the previous was out of the contemporary times, wasn't catching up or was not fresh any more or stopped working. The reason for perpetually developing schemata, forms, patterns lies in personae cos of its diversity. As every entity differs in tiny ,finest details from the other one. This is why so many forms, schemata etc., are needed-to make sth individual for every person[ality]. To make sth personal for every individual. Yeah, that grasps the thought. Some people, the maverick ones as it usually happens to be, spotted a niche of unploughed. From their experience or simply brazenness, infinity of inexorable creativity, they're convinced, their idea's gonna sprout n flourish amongst the folks. Forms, schemata etc., are divergent between one another for all sorts of people. Even a tiny bit of difference makes it easier for a person to take up n facilitates assimilation, adaptation, dovetailing speaking extreme cases. Nothing's bad n nothing's good objectively. It's all about what we believe in, what we want to believe is better than the other one according to our own rules n beliefs [n life rules]. Formula inventors did not come up with all the stuff just to trashen our minds or cut down trees, or cos they had nothing better to do but in every 'period' there is the cream of the crop which pushes forward, showing, giving the others road directions. Despite of being brilliant they do need the grey rest. How come? All leaders would not be leaders if they had no crowd of devoted followers. Once again, the conclusion emerges to be so rural life simplified-all sorts pursues harmony.