There's a clear blue sky over there.

it's official: I despise what techno era makes with people's minds; premeditated evil plan which has been tailor made to fit all our weaknesses; presupposed goodwill for the good sake of everybody - for real, it's a mind washing conception for those with a ridiculous 800zl per month income; hate all the smugglin of fake ideas while the real thing is impeccably covered, hid then contrabanded behind our backs for the most priviledged,sold unnder the name of only concierge services available onl for those with AmEx BlackCard. it's so flawless that no unexperienced eye can see that. It sucks then. I can't stand the places where the artificial ideas of a better tomorrow are being thrusted. like u want it or not. like u never knew u desired it. it sucks too. 'Am fed up with what coroprations do with people's minds too. How they want to re-set our ways of transmittion. their desire being to make us think it's all ours, it belongs to either sides - what is, as a matter of fact a mere bullshit no bigger one to be found elsewhere.

Plc fr m h3ad

I'm so... sick of the tension sick of the anger, sick of all you expect from me, wanna be in the energy Not with the enemy A place for my head. Expliciting words helps get rid of the emotions; the words are the surface structure; the emotions and what I want to get rid of are these emotions which become visible, are expressed on the surface, therefore, they get lost within these few lines soon as I finish this post [I shall be purified n they should be dissolved]. Don't know what to do, what to follow, which path to follow [so as it won't lead me up the garden path]; lost within in the inside underneath;;;

Contrariety.

Why do I feel like cryin when sb is leavin? Why do I feel angry when sb's doin designer drugs? Why do I want and feel priviledged to supress this person frm doin what I reckon is inappropriate? Why do I write this blog when I feel the need to [talk to sb]? Why do I pay no attention, sentiment when I am leaving to far off countries [leavin it all behind]? Due to appropriating belongings, persons... Because of the immense negative impact they exert on the minds of prospects [may I sit around, watch n scribble down?] Inner feeling, like a sixth sense pertaining the dos n donts-trust me, I will do you no harm, only good, you no good. Crawling for expressin the self; the proof, the grey matter's superior to the limbs. Owing to inner, unprohibited courses pushin forward to attain the unobtained. For the exquisite ensemble of contrarieties which make up my mind. Respectively. "I will have done, quite the contrary..."

Jibe at 'em!

N tell me, how does it feel to be among people who brook neither sign nor word of argument? It sucks, doesn't it? Your own way of thinking, your exposure of mind, the willingness to learn further is lost, dumped within with each day, each succeeding class. It just becomes more gross n gross, it's all fucked up and, moreover, there's no such thing as motivation. What to strive for if there's no place for your way of thinking, your point of view, your reason? What the aim, then? They think they're right, then let them keep thinking like that. Let them stick to their distortions and options. Clearly enough, they have ceased all efforts to evolve. Don't let them render you the same way. You're the one who sees these two factors, who oversees the whole mock show and this makes you superior to the[m] others, the teachers or masters, respecively, nothwithstanding remaining silent. It's yet another brill opportunity to pick up some despicable errs and slips of the[i]rs. Much as delighted you have arrived, little did theycontribute to enhance your contemporary state of mind.

Woohoo...

The truth is, you have as much time as you want. regardless of how much time you spend at work/school/etc.. Only and solely, is it dependent upon you, whether you spend the time available working or, optionally, lazing about. Time duration spent on work, passions, etc., any pleasant brain occupying activities will be then perceived not as time wastage, not as lack of time in any way, contrariwise to legendary 'sittin n wonderin' what and how to evade leisurely occupying your grey cells, stuffing up your time table with petty, mundane time fillers, respectively. Then, when it comes to effecting larger projects [projects understood as any task and/or errand one has a duty, liability to do, or an activity/venture scheduled to do], wasted time ratio to actual time to disposal is so miserably low that the result can be illocuted in terms of the following phrase: "Och, I have so little time", or "I don't have time for anything!". D'ya ting n do it rite. Manage ze time of yourz wisely.