Despicably On The Malarkey.

Besides, I do despise you, but, as far as I know, that is already known for the wide audience. ONly 2 people make me feel like that. N by only two people I feel down as hell... 't sucks... fallin short of their expectations; doesn't matter I was accepted by two department, no it has not got even a slightest shade of significance... tell me, could u just tell me what was I to u? what u intended to do with me, with all that happenin? no, ofc not, never will I behold the truth, as if I was no impervious to it. fck that, n fck u. too. I'm sick n tired of all this pushing behaviour of yours trying, strugglin to foist all that Cracov to me... I was not even sure whether I do or do not want to go thr! it was merely yours decision not mine! so fckd up, so fckd up, I've never been so that I'm truely loosing myself n don't know wht to do, wht I want, loosing my identity for the sake of your good. For the record, I'm no good for that! So, could u please cease what ur trying t force me into?! but rreally, WHO CARES if it's thr or not?! [ju: d3ei] as the fck, hated BRAND! Yes, cos it's really became so. No surprise nor big news 'ere. Sry, to be so brutally honest 'ere but this is how it works, they operate on the basis of past success, they've rested on their laurels n thr's nothing more they feel like doing cos of their gained FAKE importance. So LAME. I don't believe, I've wrote tha'. The lamest I've ever heard of. U r wht u make urself! U r whn u speak out! NOT whn u feel, everybody's gonna chase after u cos of the coty u studied in. Let's face the truth: it's a myth that a mass of people want to cultivate, to sustain, to keep DELUDING themselves by! That is it's all about. I quit, subsequently I do bare the Crc to its barest constituents, for it's nothing else but a heap of legends, urban myths, hear says n stuff alike.