Fragile: Stream o'Consciousness

So many thoughts. So many thoughts indeed. Hallucinations, phantoms, unreal things happening in my mind. Reminiscences? Repercussions of the former life; nah really, I do have some echoes wandering in my ears; eternally torn apart the sacred n the mundane material earthy matters; what if I don't, nothing bad happens to them anyway, they thrive! Couldn't find myself in it; all medley; am infatuated with whom you used to be; the frame itself as I can guess, but the inner keeps misleading , conceiving me... it's sb different than before; I don;t know what n whom I wanna be, you long to be them alike; never expect, the justice will be administered in this dimension; I'm affraid though... don't want you to get wasted, it feels like you're loosing your real self in it... on the other hemisphere, there's nothing what would stop it or curb it. you already sail by the seat of your pants; I cried although I never do so and although I tried hard to supress it; something real happened to me. even though it wasn't anything augmented; feeling so rebuked, not knowing what step to take. no prank in here; all that's left are those tracks; those awesome tracks; stuck: