Oh Yeah.

Oh yes. This is how it's never been. So this is how it is. OS this is what had to be done /had to happen/ to make me write a post. Home alone. Listening to tracks I've never listened to [in here]. I've blocked, or rather you have blocked any further you alike options to ever happen in reality [don't be fooled, they will happen in the virtual context, cos they will have not]. I long to go home. This will have happened soon, luckily. Thanks God, I can and am not suppressed from writing the way I want in this place. Contrary to my MA, of course. yes, I like you. Of course. Come closer. I'm gonna destroy you vs. I will destroy you. This is funny. This is laughable. I can't decide myself. I think it's both. Either bring me joy. Hhahahahahahaaaaa. Thee shall unlee be a reminiscence in my memory at the very least. That this is where we've come to
If you don't want to. Then you don't have to believe me but I won't be there when you go down. Just so you know now You're on your own now believe me I don't want to be the one to blame You like fun and game Keep playing em I'm just saying Think back then We was like one and the same On the right track
But I was on the wrong train Just like that Now you've got a face to pain And the devil's got a fresh new place to play In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain Every damn day is the same shade of grey Hey I used have a little bit of a plan Used to Have a concept of where I stand But that concept slipped right out of my hands Now I don't really even know who I am Yo, what do I have to say Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free What ever happens to you, we'll see But it's not gonna happen with me. Oh, God help me so.