Vilderne.

Perhaps u'll be quick to notice that it is nothing short of a nervous breakdown, however, I have alreadt experienced similar states of mind n coped w/'em phenomenally. The results being phenomenal for me in particular as I always turn these feelings into an intellectual increase. It is true, however, what they say, that when one devotes him/herself to intellectual expansion, there is little to be left for the personal sphere of life, if there is any, which I now happen to see that there is none. So as to corroborate a theory. You may now lie at rest sound n safe, for I have reseaarched, experienced, proven it.You may find yourselves a bit tangled up here because it's all my thoughts that complicate the matter, what is not a seldom occurence after all, but this is what makes the man, this is where he grows and on what he feeds. That is to say, after gaining a certain status, a top, end goal, there is time, a natrual way of happening, the material starts to fatigue, the very gist of evolution, of one's evolving, one starts growing less and less content with what he already possesses, hence and consequently, embarks on another journey to seek the unobtained, a voyage to a no man's land, nomads' land. What one had been knowledgeable about already, with the help of all the accoutrements in line with menefacts, but also, what has been discovered, both make up the new man. Also, the re-discovered is encompassed; after all, perspective changes with time what goes with the quote that "the book changes, beacuse we've changed." On top of everything, it is a skill to feel comfortable with the company of oneself. Needless to say, I am a past master at that.