Power of thinking. Power of words.

On that days I went to bed on the dawn. The sky's already had a cobalt blue colour. When I was donning my PJs it felt like I've done this a baker's dozen times before. It has never felt more right. In place n time. Like I have come back to the very core of me, that's the way it was supposed to be, as it dawns n seems to me. Never meant to be sth different. I state of what I am by being who I am [no pretending for the public benefit nor utility]. I won't conform to your decency standards being safely home n dry. U may not expose regrets, let alone yearning to become the person I am. You have to make the person youreslf, what opposes the view that "you have to be born like that". If facing a new situation in life, a social one esp., try to get the view out of your body n try to look at the situation as a process, from a 3rd person perspective. A process you're not involved in. This will allow you to act in a professional way n stay calm. Think; if you keep looking at a person n enrich it with a conversation you'll soon stop seeing the outside, succeedingly digging more in the inside, generally speaking. The consequence is that u realise n infer data. Undisputably, thinking is brilliant as it leads to "self-realisation" [~conclusions o. ~deductions] on a given matter. Your own opinion, which btw. is indepenent, is a, so to say, a side effect. Of course, there are threats n . At one point when your life is filled up with your thoughts, contemplations etc., u may stop feeling a need to contatc woth other people. This is a clear reasn why one of my friends once exclaimed: " Stop thinking, cos I'm getting uglier then". I'd better go for some coffay...