ED: I can't eat any more...

Sucha small house. It almost has turned into my home. The smell of the smoked cigs, of these LS. MAking me addicted to those kisses LS toasted...I did everything quick, only to be with you, to spent the very most part of the miracle time we were given, finally. I'm sitting outside, on a plain common chair. Ow, how I hate commoness, n how much I loved this yours... We are full of contradistinctions. I'm not gonna write them, no. Like I don't mind the mistakes, horrible ones I make here, cos I lost my mind by you. It's, you cannot think, operate properly kidney. I will repeat the old stuff, but you will not understand until you feel it on your own. I know. You're sleeping in your private, single, unique, boggy darkness. I'm looking into it right now. My eyes are taking a bath into it. I wish you to wake up in this moment, but I also wished you 'goodnight n good luck', I also know best you're gonna no, cosyou're so great today. Even not tonight. But today. We know where. As far as I remember, I always wanted to know, to share somebody's secrets. It was attractive to me, because of its mysteriousness. However I realise now, why they did not necesarly wanted to do this. I like to play with words. Word battles, yes, these are my prerogative. I rather prefer to play with you. A game. I'm one of hte greatest in languages. Am I huge? You may say stuff like this, but for me I'm not at all. Recently, I was, I am now, it continues from the [revolutionary] time I said, I'm staying here. Not even going to make it more clear [to you]. J'adore to be mysterious as I mentioned before. [METEOR] Will I be forever broke [?] Really, I feel like watching a dream that I've never awakened from. N this are empty words any. You make mistakes, then you die, then you come back, and make the same mistakes, and then you die, and then you come back n make the same mistakes, over and over, he said. I love this ashtray. I think I 'll go to met with your black side. To met with my destiny. I'll go sleep...